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Feeling like I’m losing myself,
Feeling like drowning in my loneliness,
Feeling like letting go,
Feeling like someone else.
 
And I’m trying,
Trying to find memories of some happy days,
Trying to find hope and will,
Trying to find my strength,
Trying to find a way,
Trying to find a way out of everything,
Trying to kill the pain!
 
Did I ever know who I am?
Did I ever know which way to go?
Did I ever know what I want?
Did I ever know…?
 
And I’m asking myself:
When did I give up on me?
When did I start to don’t care?
When did I start to became so numb?
When did I lose my will to go on with life?
 
I’m searching,
Searching for love,
Searching for a better life,
Searching for my peace of mind.
 
I’m tired,
So tired,
Tired of the search for someone that returns my feelings,
Tired of the search for a way out of this life,
Tired of this fight for feelings,
Tired of refusing,
Tired of everything,
So tired!
 
And I’m asking myself:
Will I ever find what I’m looking for?
Is there a way out of this empty space?
Is the only way to live our lives, to suffer?
 
And I’m asking myself:
When will this end?
 
© D.M.K.