Nothing Matters

When nothing really matters anymore,

When every smile you put on your face is a lie,

When all you feel is numbness,

You feel like every part of you has died inside,

You just have given up on life.

When you lost a part of yourself,

A part of your heart and soul,

Everything is meaningless,

You just sit and quit,

And you stare at the world and everything is grey,

There’s just nothing more to live for.

You wish you would have never born,

Would have never experienced the pain that life has to offer,

All the loses you have been going thru,

And you know you can’t handle any more of this,

You just lock yourself in your dark feelings; in your dark world,

And no one could ever understand.

No, they don’t understand,

They live like nothing would have happened,

Like they wouldn’t even care,

And just go on with life.

But how?
How could I forget?

How could I ever go on?

How could I forget you,

And all the love you gave to me;

How could I?

When the pain is just too hard to handle,

When the tears can’t be fought.

And when life has no reason to be lived,

Tell me,