Living in my Illusion
 
If I would expose the secret,
Would you be surprised?
Would you be happy?
 
If I would tell you,
Would you hate me?
Would you love me?
Would you say you feel the same as me?
Or just turn around and go away?
 
This uncertainty drives me crazy!
But it would kill me.
Kill me if you don’t feel the same!
If you don’t understand my feelings for you!
If you don’t take me serious,
Just laugh,
And go away.
It would kill me!
 
So I’m living in my illusion!
Illusion of you,
Illusion of me,
Illusion of us,
Living in my illusion,
Of my better world,
Better world with you!
Living in my illusion!
 
© D.M.K.